college life..

GOD! (not to upset any overly-religious types),  i havent been on here in ages!

I suppose thats what happens when you have such a busy(but boring) life. i do love the new design for blogger though,..heheee.

Anyways, at College atm, beautiful place most the time, with a greggs down the road ;) and a loooovely park-type place. Soo bored right now though, 7 mins till the end, but no one is doing nothing because we are given the tinyest tasks for this lesson lool, in fact Ruth is telling us to save now,...btw, can anyone get used to calling teachers by their first names? because its now me...it might take a while lol. ooooh off to greggs now..bye :)

why violent delights must have violent ends..

There is evil in the world. There must always be, ..i think, for every act of kindness there is in turn one act of evil, to balance the world out. Heaven and Hell, love and hate, smiles and frowns..sometimes we can defeat this evil, or to forget it is there for some amount of time, with some help. I like to think of this help in the form of things, like gifts from angels, things that were ours all along, but we never realised it, we just needed a smidge more light to enter into our eyes to make us see them.

These gifts could be simple things, like a smile on a bad day, a ray of sunshine on your window,
something that makes your heart glow ever so slightly. Or they could come in an easier form to recognise, like a friend, or a lover. Someone that really makes you realise how lucky you are to have them.

I am so thankful for these gifts, because without them, i would be like the countless others that gave up on life, decided there was a majority of evil in the world, the ones whose eyes were clouded by it, and the light couldn't enter their eyes, their hearts.

Those who see how beautiful and magical the world can be, and realise what they have, ..well the world needs more of these people :)

with much love given,..

prom prep.

Lordy, i was freaking out this morn, since then i have had expensive gel tipped nails applied and hair elaborately curled & styled, courtesy of mother&father. Now have been told to eat something and DONT MOVE! heeehee. Cannot wait, i just hope im not early or something to make everyone stare at me so i would shit myself. Listening to loud music and not moving is how im going to stay for another hour and a half, then shoes&dress&MORE HAIRSPRAY! :D Loreal do not fail me now! Would like to wish the best night ever to everyone else who's prom is tonight, rave on and have a good time :)

such a beautiful day

It was strange, waking up sweating in the covers :), after it raining for what seems like forever, a sunny sky has developed, and i have to walk outside every chance i get to assure myself its the truth.

It seems like one of those perfect days to grab a pair of ... Yes! SHORTS!, with a long shirt, sunglasses, a glass with ice and a book so brilliant that you could read for hours, which is exactly what i have been doing since i looked out the window for the first time this morning, i hope everybody is doing something of that sort today.

On other words, i have my last exam tomorrow! German reading :) After every exam i have take i try not to think about the whole pass/fail scenario. If i think about what it would be like if i really did fail almost all of my exams, .. well im not going there, i will just freak myself out and will never have the strength to pick up the results on that important day. Actually i might just send mother in for them, easier way ;) I will pray beforehand, maybe even in a church and expect everyone i interact with that day to give me patience and tolerance as i might kill them otherwise.

Sorrry, must get back to the sun ;)  xxx

rain.

it seems to be going on forever.

it reminds me of hot chocolate, hearts drawn in the condensation on the windows, and that april shower song in Bambi :) makes me want to wear hoodies, and listen to the rain against the roof while drinking tea, oh glorious tea <3

rain ramble over. xxx

"we're not in wonderland anymore Alice"

winnie the pooh.

'Deep in the hundred acre wood, Where Christopher Robin plays, You'll find the enchanted neighborhood, Of Christopher's childhood days. A donkey named Eeyore is his friend, And Kanga, and little Roo. There's Rabbit, and Piglet, and there's Owl, But most of all Winnie-the-Pooh. Winnie-the-Pooh, Winnie-the-Pooh, Tubby little cubby all stuffed with fluff. He's Winnie-the-Pooh. Winnie-the-Pooh. Willy, nilly, silly, old bear'

Written by: Richard M. Sherman and Robert B. Sherman in 1963 - ABSOLUTLEY AMAZING MEN. :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0q9OGOaA4xI You will have to excuse me on this subject, it is one i will stand by at all times- Pooh Bear rocks. XXX

The sweet breeze ;)

Wow. And I mean wow. Arrived in wiltshire by 3 hour long train and am now.. Am updating on a iPad! Such lovely people, and due to such i have now changed my own opinions on the iPad. I used to think it was just a larger view of the iPhone, now I know it is much more amazing than that. They are so amaaaazing! :D will update later- much love from Jenneeeeeeeeeeeey. xxxxx

To hell with it.

Well, it's done, English is over. I think I may have failed all my exams since the first exam week started. I went in thinking it was all cool bananas, did the first question well, and then went downhill from there. And to make it worse, I think about 90% of us in the exam hall payed attention to Mr.Coupe when he said what to put in the boxes at the side, but he was wrong, let's hope the exam board don't count scribbles that have been crossed out on the front of the paper. If they do, don't tell me, let me live in peace lol.

I wish everyone else luck that they did their exam well today, let's hope karma comes back and gives me an A :), much love to all xxxxxxxx

la la la...

God, haven't been on here in ages. Was reminded that this actually existed and came on as fast as i could-thankyou Miss Kelly. :)

My thoughts are:

-Dogs
-Birds
-What a blustery day this is!
-The smell of the salt in the wind (bluster)
-How to tell a friend that their crush is NOT into them, and freaking about it.
-KFC..can i quickly pop down....mmm popcorn chicken.
-The laptop heating my legs
-Red cushions
-Tesco's original Cola.
-My new shoes
-Parents
-Worries
-Hospitals-and those worries
-Trying to convince god to tell me where my charger plug is before i breakdown.
-Russel Howard-good man, good news.
-Shirtless hairy men-cant actually get the image out of my head, pity me.
-Homesickness.
-Wet uggs and the smell of washing machine gel
-Worries that my uggs will not be dry by sunday morning.
-Thinking of things to do on a 6 hour train journey
-How can people smoke when they know it is killing them
-Wanting to know who is taking advantage of me
-What can i buy for fathers day?
-Things i cant mention

Life is hectic.

Clockwork Prince Countdown

sunshine and chocolate

Making a cake, a really big chocolate one, for stepdad's birthday. Its going well, sunshine is helping, it softened the butter for the icing:), having to check on it during tanning breaks. At this rate, i will be brown sooooon. I need to be brown, it's sad to have white legs in brighton :| wish me luck! xxx

...

I neeed to get a fish- i cant have a rabbit cause the dog might eat it :/ pooor bunny.

Either him,

Or him:) xx

lilliepiglet.

Happy Birthday to Lillie Jane (lilliepiglet), bless :) <3

religion and nonsense.

Went to the christening today, everyone was dressed up, i think only two people outdressed me, according to my dad, and it went on for a while. It was all about pictures, and image. We also had to agree simultaneously that these children were now being put under god's protection, his light? So that we were cleansing the earth of the devil, which included drugs, wild sex, child pornography, drinking, prostitution, etcc.Over and over this was drummed into our heads as they were annointed with oil, water and then they had to recognise and blow out a candle. Afters it was off to the pub (even though we had pledged to 'save these children from the devils of drinking', so they only got half pint. JK.) We had pints and nibbles, then i left with C & B cause my heels were hurting and it was mainly children left running around their 'cave'-which actually was a bush that i could see was full of ballons that had been 'mysteriously' moved from the nibbles room. Then people went back to Sarah's for more drinks and conversation. Now am retired watching a bit of transformers 2 with Dad, Denise, James and Billy. But missing the cat, and borrowed dog.

happy days.

Very tired, 3 Hour car journeys can do that to you. I wish to simply sleep after today. I woke up quite late, managed to steal my dad's breakfast while he made another, and felt utter confusion. It's so hard to be the adult in situtions where you really shouldn't have to be. Anyways, i managed to see the lovely Miss Kelly today, it was lovely indeed:). She really is half girl-half turnip, but i love her to pieces! I also have new shoes for the christening tomorrow, i may not be able to walk, :|, but i have already explained to my dad that if i fall over in them in some comical moment, that he should tell everyone i am drunk instead of thinking im utterly insane. The outift looks lovely and i am all prepared for tomorrow now, so i will have to make do. I watched BGT tonight, as im sure at leats half of britain did. I have no idea why though, it seems like you only watch it to humiliate  other people, but im sure they do it to themselves, i mean, how can they think that people will actually enjoy that?! Surely not, it is obviously a show for the mad, or the criminally desperate. I do enjoy my rambles with my turnip friend, i love her muchly, and i thank her for this. I think i shall end on that note aswell, or i shall fall asleep where i am, and i havn't even finished my book yet. SAD. Night, bloggers. XXX