Monday, 26 September 2011

college life..

GOD! (not to upset any overly-religious types),  i havent been on here in ages!

I suppose thats what happens when you have such a busy(but boring) life. i do love the new design for blogger though,..heheee.

Anyways, at College atm, beautiful place most the time, with a greggs down the road ;) and a loooovely park-type place. Soo bored right now though, 7 mins till the end, but no one is doing nothing because we are given the tinyest tasks for this lesson lool, in fact Ruth is telling us to save now,...btw, can anyone get used to calling teachers by their first names? because its now might take a while lol. ooooh off to greggs now..bye :)

Monday, 11 July 2011

why violent delights must have violent ends..

There is evil in the world. There must always be, ..i think, for every act of kindness there is in turn one act of evil, to balance the world out. Heaven and Hell, love and hate, smiles and frowns..sometimes we can defeat this evil, or to forget it is there for some amount of time, with some help. I like to think of this help in the form of things, like gifts from angels, things that were ours all along, but we never realised it, we just needed a smidge more light to enter into our eyes to make us see them.

These gifts could be simple things, like a smile on a bad day, a ray of sunshine on your window,
something that makes your heart glow ever so slightly. Or they could come in an easier form to recognise, like a friend, or a lover. Someone that really makes you realise how lucky you are to have them.

I am so thankful for these gifts, because without them, i would be like the countless others that gave up on life, decided there was a majority of evil in the world, the ones whose eyes were clouded by it, and the light couldn't enter their eyes, their hearts.

Those who see how beautiful and magical the world can be, and realise what they have, ..well the world needs more of these people :)

with much love given,..

Friday, 8 July 2011

prom prep.

Lordy, i was freaking out this morn, since then i have had expensive gel tipped nails applied and hair elaborately curled & styled, courtesy of mother&father. Now have been told to eat something and DONT MOVE! heeehee. Cannot wait, i just hope im not early or something to make everyone stare at me so i would shit myself. Listening to loud music and not moving is how im going to stay for another hour and a half, then shoes&dress&MORE HAIRSPRAY! :D Loreal do not fail me now! Would like to wish the best night ever to everyone else who's prom is tonight, rave on and have a good time :)

Sunday, 26 June 2011

such a beautiful day

It was strange, waking up sweating in the covers :), after it raining for what seems like forever, a sunny sky has developed, and i have to walk outside every chance i get to assure myself its the truth.

It seems like one of those perfect days to grab a pair of ... Yes! SHORTS!, with a long shirt, sunglasses, a glass with ice and a book so brilliant that you could read for hours, which is exactly what i have been doing since i looked out the window for the first time this morning, i hope everybody is doing something of that sort today.

On other words, i have my last exam tomorrow! German reading :) After every exam i have take i try not to think about the whole pass/fail scenario. If i think about what it would be like if i really did fail almost all of my exams, .. well im not going there, i will just freak myself out and will never have the strength to pick up the results on that important day. Actually i might just send mother in for them, easier way ;) I will pray beforehand, maybe even in a church and expect everyone i interact with that day to give me patience and tolerance as i might kill them otherwise.

Sorrry, must get back to the sun ;)  xxx

Friday, 17 June 2011


it seems to be going on forever.

it reminds me of hot chocolate, hearts drawn in the condensation on the windows, and that april shower song in Bambi :) makes me want to wear hoodies, and listen to the rain against the roof while drinking tea, oh glorious tea <3

rain ramble over. xxx

Sunday, 5 June 2011

winnie the pooh.

'Deep in the hundred acre wood,
Where Christopher Robin plays,
You'll find the enchanted neighborhood,
Of Christopher's childhood days.
A donkey named Eeyore is his friend,
And Kanga, and little Roo.
There's Rabbit, and Piglet, and there's Owl,
But most of all Winnie-the-Pooh.

Tubby little cubby all stuffed with fluff.
He's Winnie-the-Pooh.
Willy, nilly, silly, old bear'

Written by: Richard M. Sherman and Robert B. Sherman in 1963 - ABSOLUTLEY AMAZING MEN. :)

You will have to excuse me on this subject, it is one i will stand by at all times- Pooh Bear rocks. XXX